coward california

eyes all sunken
haven't held a blink in four nights
never knew what it meant to cry
sun slapped maybach
i sip another molotov
no reason in sight

hills of gold and waves of blue
i'm sick of running after you
my soles are swollen

hold up hold up hold up
all i wanted was love
was i ever enough?
coward california

hold up hold up hold up
all i wanted was love
now there's nowhere to run
coward california

tortured sky i won't fly right til i feel your sunrise over mine
and to think i'd never feel your warmth again
would break me inside

tell me it's a joke or something
how i'll never know your body
every hill and valley that i once knew
look into my eyes and tell me why
my body is washing up at low tide